St. Martin of Tours


St. Martin of Tours

Feast date: Nov 11

On Nov. 11, the Catholic Church honors St. Martin of Tours, who left his post in the Roman army to become a “soldier of Christ” as a monk and later bishop.

Martin was born around the year 316 in modern-day Hungary. His family left that region for Italy when his father, a military official of the Roman Empire, had to transfer there. Martin’s parents were pagans, but he felt an attraction to the Catholic faith which had become legal throughout the empire in 313. He received religious instruction at age 10, and even considered becoming a hermit in the desert.

Circumstances, however, forced him to join the Roman army at age 15, when he had not even received baptism. Martin strove to live a humble and upright life in the military, giving away much of his pay to the poor. His generosity led to a life-changing incident, when he encountered a man freezing without warm clothing near a gate at the city of Amiens in Gaul.

As his fellow soldiers passed by the man, Martin stopped and cut his own cloak into two halves with his sword, giving one half to the freezing beggar. That night, the unbaptized soldier saw Christ in a dream, wearing the half-cloak he had given to the poor man. Jesus declared: “Martin, a catechumen, has clothed me with this garment.”

Martin knew that the time for him to join the Church had arrived. He remained in the army for two years after his baptism, but desired to give his life to God more fully that the profession would allow. But when he finally asked for permission to leave the Roman army, during an invasion by the Germans, Martin was accused of cowardice.

He responded by offering to stand before the enemy forces unarmed. “In the name of the Lord Jesus, and protected not by a helmet and buckler, but by the sign of the cross, I will thrust myself into the thickest squadrons of the enemy without fear.” But this display of faith became unnecessary when the Germans sought peace instead, and Martin received his discharge.

After living as a Catholic for some time, Martin traveled to meet Bishop Hilary of Poitiers, a skilled theologian and later canonized saint. Martin’s dedication to the faith impressed the bishop, who asked the former soldier to return to his diocese after he had undertaken a journey back to Hungary to visit his parents. While there, Martin persuaded his mother, though not his father, to join the Church.

In the meantime, however, Hilary had provoked the anger of the Arians, a group that denied Jesus was God. This resulted in the bishop’s banishment, so that Martin could not return to his diocese as intended. Instead Martin spent some time living a life of severe asceticism, which almost resulted in his death. The two met up again in 360, when Hilary’s banishment from Poitiers ended.

After their reunion Hilary granted Martin a piece of land to build what may have been the first monastery in the region of Gaul. During the resulting decade as a monk, Martin became renowned for raising two people from the dead through his prayers. This evidence of his holiness led to his appointment as the third Bishop of Tours in the middle of present-day France.

Martin had not wanted to become a bishop, and had actually been tricked into leaving his monastery in the first place by those who wanted him the lead the local church. Once appointed, he continued to live as a monk, dressing plainly and owning no personal possessions. In this same spirit of sacrifice, he traveled throughout his diocese, from which he is said to have driven out pagan practices.

Both the Church and the Roman Empire passed through a time of upheaval during Martin’s time as bishop. Priscillianism, a heresy involving salvation through a system of secret knowledge, caused such serious problems in Spain and Gaul that civil authorities sentenced the heretics to death. But Martin, along with the Pope and St. Ambrose of Milan, opposed this death sentence for the Priscillianists.

Even in old age, Martin continued to live an austere life focused on the care of souls. His disciple and biographer, St. Sulpicius Severus, noted that the bishop helped all people with their moral, intellectual and spiritual problems. He also helped many laypersons discover their calling to the consecrated life of poverty, chastity and obedience.

Martin foresaw his own death and told his disciples of it. But when his last illness came upon him during a pastoral journey, the bishop felt uncertain about leaving his people.

“Lord, if I am still necessary to thy people, I refuse no labour. Thy holy will be done,” he prayed. He developed a fever, but did not sleep, passing his last several nights in the presence of God in prayer.

“Allow me, my brethren, to look rather towards heaven than upon the earth, that my soul may be directed to take its flight to the Lord to whom it is going,” he told his followers, shortly before he died in November of 397.

St. Martin of Tours has historically been among the most beloved saints in the history of Europe. In a 2007 Angelus address, Pope Benedict XVI expressed his hope “that all Christians may be like St Martin, generous witnesses of the Gospel of love and tireless builders of jointly responsible sharing.”

Pope St. Leo the Great


Pope St. Leo the Great

Feast date: Nov 10

Nov. 10 is the Roman Catholic Church’s liturgical memorial of the fifth-century Pope Saint Leo I, known as “St. Leo the Great,” whose involvement in the fourth ecumenical council helped prevent the spread of error on Christ’s divine and human natures.

St. Leo intervened for the safety of the Church in the West as well, persuading Attila the Hun to turn back from Rome.

Eastern Catholics and Eastern Orthodox Christians also maintain a devotion to the memory of Pope St. Leo the Great. Churches of the Byzantine tradition celebrate his feast day on Feb. 18.

“As the nickname soon attributed to him by tradition suggests,” Pope Benedict XVI said in a 2008 general audience on the saint, “he was truly one of the greatest pontiffs to have honoured the Roman See and made a very important contribution to strengthening its authority and prestige.”

Leo’s origins are obscure and his date of birth unknown. His ancestors are said to have come from Tuscany, though the future pope may have been born in that region or in Rome itself. He became a deacon in Rome in approximately 430, during the pontificate of Pope Celestine I.

During this time, central authority was beginning to decline in the Western portion of the Roman Empire. At some point between 432 and 440, during the reign of Pope St. Celestine’s successor Pope Sixtus III, the Roman Emperor Valentinian III commissioned Leo to travel to the region of Gaul and settle a dispute between military and civil officials.

Pope Sixtus III died in 440 and, like his predecessor Celestine, was canonized as a saint. Leo, away on his diplomatic mission at the time of the Pope’s death, was chosen to be the next Bishop of Rome. Reigning for over two decades, he sought to preserve the unity of the Church in its profession of faith, and to ensure the safety of his people against frequent barbarian invasions.

Leo used his authority, in both doctrinal and disciplinary matters, against a number of heresies troubling the Western church – including Pelagianism (involving the denial of Original Sin) and Manichaeanism (a gnostic system that saw matter as evil). In this same period, many Eastern Christians had begun arguing about the relationship between Jesus’ humanity and divinity.

As early as 445, Leo had intervened in this dispute in the East, which threatened to split the churches of Alexandria and Constantinople. Its eventual resolution was, in fact, rejected in some quarters – leading to the present-day split between Eastern Orthodoxy and the so-called “non-Chalcedonian churches” which accept only three ecumenical councils.

As the fifth-century Christological controversy continued, the Pope urged the gathering of an ecumenical council to resolve the matter. At the Council of Chalcedon in 451, the Pope’s teaching was received as authoritative by the Eastern bishops, who proclaimed: “Peter has spoken through the mouth of Leo.”

Leo’s teaching confirmed that Christ’s eternal divine personhood and nature did not absorb or negate the human nature that he assumed in time through the Incarnation. Instead, “the proper character of both natures was maintained and came together in a single person.”

“So without leaving his Father’s glory behind, the Son of God comes down from his heavenly throne and enters the depths of our world,” the Pope taught. “Whilst remaining pre-existent, he begins to exist in time. The Lord of the universe veiled his measureless majesty and took on a servant’s form. The God who knew no suffering did not despise becoming a suffering man, and, deathless as he is, to be subject to the laws of death.”

In 452, one year after the Council of Chalcedon, Pope Leo led a delegation which successfully negotiated with the barbarian king Attila to prevent an invasion of Rome. When the Vandal leader Genseric occupied Rome in 455, the Pope confronted him, unarmed, and obtained a guarantee of safety for many of the city’s inhabitants and the churches to which they had fled.

Pope St. Leo the Great died on Nov. 10, 461. He was proclaimed a Doctor of the Church by Pope Benedict XIV in 1754. A large collection of his writings and sermons survives, and can be read in translation today.

Dedication of St. John Lateran


Dedication of St. John Lateran

Feast date: Nov 09

The feast of the Dedication of the Basilica of St. John Lateran is celebrated by the entire Church. It marks the dedication of the cathedral church of Rome by Pope Sylvester I in 324. This church is the cathedra (or chair) of the bishop of Rome, who is the Pope. A Latin inscription in the Church reads: “omnium ecclesiarum Urbis et Orbis mater et caput.” Translated, this means, “The mother and head of all churches of the city and of the world.”

The basilica was originally named the Archbasilica of the Most Holy Savior. However, it is called St. John Lateran because it was built on property donated to the Church by the Laterani family, and because the monks from the monastery of St. John the Baptist and St. John the Divine served it.

St. Godfrey of Amiens


St. Godfrey of Amiens

Feast date: Nov 08

St. Godfrey was the son of Frodon, a prominent citizen in a small town. He was raised from the age of 5 in the Benedictine abbey of Mont-Saint-Quentin where his godfather Godefroid was abbot. He immediately donned a Benedictine habit and lived as a tiny monk, and took his vows when he came of age. He was ordained a priest by bishop Radbod II of Noyon.

In 1096, he was made Abbot of Nogent-sous-Coucy, in the diocese of Rheims, in the province of Champagne. When he arrived, the place was overrun by weeds, and housed only six nuns and two children. He rebuilt, restored, and revitalized the abbey, bringing people to the Order of St. Benedict, and order to the people. He was offered the abbacy of Saint-Remi, but he refused. He was also offered the bishopric of Reims in 1097, but again he refused, claiming he was unworthy. When he was offered the bishopric of Amiens in 1104, he still considered himself unworthy of the trust. However, King Philip and the Council of Troyes each ordered him to take it, which he did.

St. Godfrey was noted for his rigid austerity with himself, those around him, and in his approach to his mission as bishop. He was an enforcer of clerical celibacy. He was also a fierce lifelong opponent of drunkenness and simony, which led to an attempt on his life. For most of his time as bishop, he wished to resign and retire as a Carthusian monk. In 1114 he moved to a monastery, but a few months later his people demanded his return, and he agreed. He also took part in the Council of Chálons.

Saint Elizabeth of the Trinity


Saint Elizabeth of the Trinity

Feast date: Nov 08

St. Elizabeth of the Trinity was born Elizabeth Catez in Bourges, France, in 1880. Her father, a military captain, died when she was only seven, leaving her mother to raise Elizabeth and her sister, Marguerite.

 

Elizabeth was a very lively girl and a gifted pianist, but was very stubborn and experienced fits of rage. However, even in her strong temperament she had a great love for God, and an early attraction to a life of prayer and reflection. She visited the sick often and taught catechism to children.

 

Against her mother’s wishes, Elizabeth entered a monastery of Discalced Carmelites in 1901 at the age of 21. Though noted for great spiritual growth, she was also plagued with periods of powerful darkness which led her spiritual director to doubt her vocation. Nonetheless, she completed her novitiate and took her final vows in 1903. She died only three years later at the age of 26 of Addison’s disease. In her short life as a religious, she was a spiritual director for many, and she left a legacy of letters and retreat guides.

 

She is the patron of people who have lost their parents.

St. Engelbert of Cologne


St. Engelbert of Cologne

Feast date: Nov 07

St. Engelbert, was born in Berg around the year 1185 to Engelbert, Count of Berg and Margaret, daughter of the Count of Gelderland. He studied at the cathedral school of Cologne and, while still a boy, was made provost of the churches of St. George and St. Severin at Cologne and of St. Mary’s at Aachen, as it was a common abuse in the Church at the time to appoint the children of nobles to such positions.

In 1199 he was elected provost of the cathedral at Cologne. He led a worldly life, and in the conflict between  two Archbishops, Adolf and Bruno, he sided with his cousin Adolf, and waged war for him. Consequently, he was excommunicated by the pope along with his cousin. After his submission he was reinstated in 1208 and, to atone for his sin, joined the crusade against the Albigenses in 1212. On Feb. 29, 1216, the chapter of the cathedral elected him archbishop by a unanimous vote.

The mendicant orders of the Franciscans and the Dominicans settled in his realm while he was Archbishop. He was well disposed towards the monasteries and insisted on strict religious observance in them. Ecclesiastical affairs were regulated in provincial synods. He was considered a friend of the clergy and a helper of the poor.

Engelbert exerted a strong influence in the affairs of the empire. Emperor Frederick II, who had taken up his residence permanently in Sicily, gave Germany to his son, Henry VII, then still a minor, and in 1221 appointed Engelbert guardian of the king and administrator of the empire. When the young king reached the age of twelve he was crowned at Aachen by Engelbert, who loved him as his own son and honoured him as his sovereign. Engelbert watched over the young king’s education and governed the empire in his name, careful to secure peace both within and without of the realm.

Engelbert’s devotion to duty, and his obedience to the pope and to the emperor, were eventually the cause of his ruin. Many of the nobility feared rather than loved him, and he was obliged to surround himself with bodyguards. The greatest danger came from his relatives.

His cousin, count Frederick of Isenberg, the secular administrator for the nuns of Essen, had grievously oppressed that abbey. Honorius III and the emperor urged Engelbert to protect the nuns and their rights. Frederick wished to forestall the archbishop, and his wife incited him to murder. On November 7, 1225, as he was journeying from Soest to Schwelm to consecrate a church, Engelbert was attacked on a dark evening by Frederick and his associates, was wounded in the thigh, torn from his horse and killed. His body was covered with forty-seven wounds. It was placed on a dung-cart and brought to Cologne four days later. King Henry wept bitterly over the remains, put Frederick under the ban of the empire, and saw him broken on the wheel a year later at Cologne. Frederick died contrite, having acknowledged and confessed his guilt.

Engelbert’s body was placed in the old cathedral of Cologne on February 24, 1226, by Cardinal Conrad von Urach. The latter also declared him a martyr, though a formal canonization did not take place. In the martyrology, Engelbert is commemorated on November 7 as a martyr. A convent for nuns was erected at the place of his death.

Saint Jean-Theophane Venard


Saint Jean-Theophane Venard

Feast date: Nov 06

On November 6, the Church celebrates the feast of St. Jean-Théophane Vénard, a French missionary to Vietnam who was martyred for the faith.

Famous for having inspired St. Therese of Lisieux, who said of St. Jean-Théophane that he was someone who had lived her own image of a martyr and missionary, St. Jean was born in France, became a priest in the Society of Foreign Missions, and was sent to Vietnam.

Due to the persecutions of the anti-Christian emperor Minh-Menh, priests were forced to hide in the forest and live in caves. They were able to sneak out at night and minster to the people. Eventually someone betrayed St. Jean, and he was arrested. During his trail, he refused to renounce his faith in order to save his life. He was condemned to death, and spent the last few weeks of his life locked in a cage.

It was during his incarceration that he wrote many letters, some to his family. His most famous line is from a letter to his father in which he said, “We are all flowers planted on this earth, which God plucks in His own good time: some a little sooner, some a little later . . . Father and son may we meet in Paradise. I, poor little moth, go first. Adieu.”

In reading these letters, St. Therese the Little Flower came to understand and use the image of being a little flower, whom God nevertheless cared for and cultivated, despite her minute size.

St. Jean-Théophane Vénard was beheaded Feb. 2, 1861. 

His severed head was later recovered and is preserved as a relic in Vietnam. The rest of his body rests in the crypt of the Missions Etrangères in Paris.

Thursday of the Fifth Week of Easter

Reading 1 Acts 15:7-21

After much debate had taken place,
Peter got up and said to the Apostles and the presbyters,
“My brothers, you are well aware that from early days
God made his choice among you that through my mouth
the Gentiles would hear the word of the Gospel and believe.
And God, who knows the heart,
bore witness by granting them the Holy Spirit
just as he did us.
He made no distinction between us and them,
for by faith he purified their hearts.
Why, then, are you now putting God to the test
by placing on the shoulders of the disciples
a yoke that neither our ancestors nor we have been able to bear?
On the contrary, we believe that we are saved
through the grace of the Lord Jesus, in the same way as they.”
The whole assembly fell silent,
and they listened
while Paul and Barnabas described the signs and wonders
God had worked among the Gentiles through them.

After they had fallen silent, James responded,
“My brothers, listen to me.
Symeon has described how God first concerned himself
with acquiring from among the Gentiles a people for his name.
The words of the prophets agree with this, as is written:

After this I shall return
and rebuild the fallen hut of David;
from its ruins I shall rebuild it
and raise it up again,
so that the rest of humanity may seek out the Lord,
even all the Gentiles on whom my name is invoked.
Thus says the Lord who accomplishes these things,
known from of old.

It is my judgment, therefore,
that we ought to stop troubling the Gentiles who turn to God,
but tell them by letter to avoid pollution from idols,
unlawful marriage, the meat of strangled animals, and blood.
For Moses, for generations now,
has had those who proclaim him in every town,
as he has been read in the synagogues every sabbath.”

Responsorial Psalm Ps 96:1-2a, 2b-3, 10

R.(3) Proclaim God’s marvelous deeds to all the nations.
or:
R. Alleluia.
Sing to the LORD a new song;
sing to the LORD, all you lands.
Sing to the LORD; bless his name.
R. Proclaim God’s marvelous deeds to all the nations.
or:
R. Alleluia.
Announce his salvation, day after day.
Tell his glory among the nations;
among all peoples, his wondrous deeds.
R. Proclaim God’s marvelous deeds to all the nations.
or:
R. Alleluia.
Say among the nations: The LORD is king.
He has made the world firm, not to be moved;
he governs the peoples with equity.
R. Proclaim God’s marvelous deeds to all the nations.
or:
R. Alleluia.

Alleluia Jn 10:27

R. Alleluia, alleluia.
My sheep hear my voice, says the Lord;
I know them, and they follow me.
R. Alleluia, alleluia.

Gospel Jn 15:9-11

Jesus said to his disciples:
“As the Father loves me, so I also love you.
Remain in my love.
If you keep my commandments, you will remain in my love,
just as I have kept my Father’s commandments
and remain in his love.

“I have told you this so that
my joy might be in you and
your joy might be complete.”

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The Secret of Being Totally Blessed / El Secreto Para Ser Totalmente Bendecido

About a year ago I met a Communications Director in a parish nearby who has since become a friend. In that first conversation, he said something that startled me.  I asked him, “How are you?” and he answered, “Totally blessed!” 

From his response I figured he had a pleasant life without major struggle. Nevertheless, I felt one of those Holy Spirit tugs on my heart, the kind that announces that God is about to teach me something new that I really, really, really need to learn.

Curious, I searched his name on Google. Was I mistaken! The burdens under which this person labored were more than I personally could bear. In the months that followed I got to know him a little bit more and to respect his calm and childlike trusting manner while coping with the personal tragedy with which he lived day in and day out. 

And every time I asked him, “How are you?” I without fail received the same quiet and serene response: “Totally blessed! I am totally blessed!” 

My friend wasn’t living in denial, as Jesus himself wasn’t living in denial the night before he was crucified, later to rise from the dead and take his place at the right hand of God. Both know that love is tough. Love is beautiful. Love gives. Love will even die for the loved one. 

In today’s Gospel Jesus shows us stability with the words “remain,” “keep,” “complete.” He had received his Father’s love, and he would love us with that same self-emptying divine love. There is no way that we could understand the loving giving and receiving that happens between the persons of the Most Holy Trinity. But we get it when someone dies for us when he or she doesn’t have to. 

My friend is totally blessed because he has clothed himself with this self-emptying love. Regardless of the difficulties he must navigate just for his family to survive, he experiences the stability of Christ’s love because he has decided to keep the commandment of love just as Christ has loved us: “No one has greater love than this, to lay down one’s life for one’s friends” (John 15:13).

I have decided once and for all that my whining must stop. I am totally blessed. Yes, if I seek comfort, power, and control I will do nothing but pity myself for the rest of my life. And heaven knows we hear enough about that on the news and in social media. But you and I have the stability of Christ’s divine love offered to us, a love we can emulate, a love that will make us truly great people because we can be great lovers if we so choose. Then our joy will be complete and our life will be serene no matter what comes our way. We truly will be totally blessed!

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Hace un año conocí a un Director de Comunicaciones en una parroquia cercana que ahora se ha convertido en un amigo. En esa primera conversación, dijo algo que me sorprendió. Le pregunté: “¿Cómo estás?” y respondió: “¡Totalmente bendecido!”

Por su respuesta supuse que tenía una vida placentera sin muchas dificultades. Sin embargo, sentí uno de esos tirones del Espíritu Santo en mi corazón, del tipo que anuncia que Dios está a punto de enseñarme algo nuevo que realmente necesito aprender.

Por curiosidad, busqué su nombre en Google. ¡Estaba equivocada! Las cargas bajo las cuales trabajaba esta persona eran más de lo que yo personalmente podía soportar. En los meses siguientes llegué a conocerlo un poco mejor y a respetar su manera tranquila y confiada frente a la tragedia personal que vivía día a día.

Y cada vez que le preguntaba: “¿Cómo estás?” Sin falta recibí la misma respuesta tranquila y serena: “¡Totalmente bendecido! ¡Estoy totalmente bendecida!”

Mi amigo no vivía en negación, como Jesús mismo no vivía en negación la noche antes de ser crucificado, para luego resucitar de entre los muertos y tomar su lugar a la diestra de Dios. Ambos saben que el amor es duro. El amor es hermoso. El amor se entrega. El amor incluso morirá por el ser amado.

En el Evangelio de hoy, Jesús nos muestra la estabilidad con las palabras “permanecer”, “mantener”, “completar”. Había recibido el amor de su Padre, y nos amaría con ese mismo amor divino abnegado. No hay manera de que podamos entender el amoroso dar y recibir que ocurre entre las personas de la Santísima Trinidad. Pero lo conseguimos cuando alguien muere por nosotros aunque no tiene que hacerlo.

Mi amigo está totalmente bendecido porque se ha revestido de este amor desprendido. Independientemente de las dificultades que debe atravesar solo para que su familia sobreviva, experimenta la estabilidad del amor de Cristo porque ha decidido guardar el mandamiento del amor así como Cristo nos ha amado: “Nadie tiene amor más grande a sus amigos que el que da la vida por ellos” (Juan 15:13).

He decidido de una vez por todas que mi lloriqueo debe cesar. Estoy totalmente bendecida. Si busco consuelo, poder y control, no haré nada más que compadecerme de mí misma por el resto de mi vida. Y Dios sabe que escuchamos suficiente sobre eso en las noticias y en las redes sociales. Pero tú y yo tenemos la estabilidad del amor divino de Cristo que se nos ofrece, un amor que podemos emular, un amor que nos hará verdaderamente grandes personas porque podemos ser grandes amantes si así lo elegimos. Entonces nuestro gozo será completo y nuestra vida será serena sin importar lo que se nos presente. ¡Seremos verdaderamente, totalmente bendecidos!

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There, But for the Grace of God, Go I / Por la Gracias de Dios, Allí Voy

“Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners. Of these I am the foremost. But for that reason I was mercifully treated, so that in me, as the foremost, Christ Jesus might display all his patience as an example for those who would come to believe in him for everlasting life” (1 Tim. 1:15–16). St. Paul was a murderer of Christians. But was he really “the foremost” of sinners? What could he have done to deserve that title?

Paul is likely using hyperbole here, but it isn’t without meaning. Maybe he wasn’t, technically speaking, the worst of sinners. But he ruthlessly betrayed Christ, and knew well what his life, and afterlife, could have been like had he not been knocked to the ground and blinded by Jesus. St. Paul was able to look at sinners and say what many saints have said: “There, but for the grace of God, go I.” Although he may not have been the greatest of sinners, St. Paul knew the evil that dwells in the human heart.

This evil is something that we all struggle with, at the very least in concupiscence, the inclination to sin resulting from the sin of our first parents. Concupiscence is not in itself a sin, but it is a bitter struggle: “For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want. . . . When I want to do right, evil is at hand. For I take delight in the law of God, in my inner self, but I see in my members another principle at war with the law of my mind, taking me captive to the law of sin that dwells in my members” (Rom. 7:19, 21–23).

Paul, familiar with concupiscence, has experienced the desire to do terrible things, and the actual commission of those things, despite a truly noble aspiration to do the good. He knows in his core that had it not been for Jesus Christ’s direct intervention, he would not have been able to be the holy man that he was. For this reason, he gives thanks “to the king of ages, incorruptible, invisible, the only God, honor and glory forever and ever” (1 Tim. 1:17).

When we face the depths to which we can sink as Paul did, we begin to see that we are not all that different from even the most notorious of sinners. It is the grace of God and our cooperation with it that divide us. Without the Lord, we are “like a person who built a house on the ground without a foundation. . . . It collapsed at once and was completely destroyed” (Luke 6:49). But with God’s grace, we are like the good tree that bears good fruit, and the house on a firm foundation. Calling to mind this completely undeserved gift, we have reason to echo the praise of St. Paul and the praise of the psalmist: “Blessed be the name of the Lord. . . . Who is like the Lord, our God, and looks upon the heavens and the earth below? He raises up the lowly from the dust; from the dunghill he lifts up the poor” (Ps. 113:2, 5–7).

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“Cristo Jesús vino a este mundo a salvar a los pecadores, de los cuales yo soy el primero. Pero Cristo Jesús me perdonó, para que fuera yo el primero en quien él manifestara toda su generosidad y sirviera yo de ejemplo a los que habrían de creer en él, para obtener la vida eterna.” (1 Tm 1,15–16). San Pablo fue un asesino de cristianos. Pero, ¿era realmente “el primero” de los pecadores? ¿Qué pudo haber hecho para merecer ese título?

Es probable que Pablo esté usando una hipérbole aquí, pero no sin sentido. Tal vez no era, técnicamente hablando, el peor de los pecadores. Pero él traicionó a Cristo sin piedad, y sabía muy bien cómo podría haber sido su vida, y la vida después de la muerte, si Jesús no lo hubiera derribado y cegado. San Pablo pudo mirar a los pecadores y decir lo que muchos santos han dicho: “Por la gracias de Dios, allí voy”. Aunque puede que no haya sido el mayor de los pecadores, San Pablo conocía el mal que habita en el corazón humano.

Este mal es algo con lo que todos luchamos, al menos en la concupiscencia, la inclinación al pecado resultante del pecado de nuestros primeros padres. La concupiscencia no es en sí un pecado, pero es una lucha amarga: “Porque no hago el bien que quiero, sino el mal que no quiero. . . . Cuando quiero hacer el bien, el mal está a la mano. Porque me deleito en la ley de Dios en mi interior, pero veo en mis miembros otro principio que está en guerra con la ley de mi mente, llevándome cautivo a la ley del pecado que mora en mis miembros” (Rom 7, 19, 21–23).

Pablo, familiarizado con la concupiscencia, ha experimentado el deseo de hacer cosas terribles, y la comisión real de esas cosas, a pesar de una aspiración verdaderamente noble de hacer el bien. Él sabe en su interior que si no hubiera sido por la intervención directa de Jesucristo, no habría podido ser el hombre santo que fue. Por eso da gracias “al rey eterno, inmortal, invisible, único Dios, honor y gloria por los siglos de los siglos” (1 Tm 1, 17).

Cuando enfrentamos las profundidades a las que podemos hundirnos como lo hizo Pablo, comenzamos a ver que no somos tan diferentes incluso de los pecadores más notorios. Es la gracia de Dios y nuestra cooperación con ella lo que nos divide. Sin el Señor, nos parecemos “a un hombre que construyó su casa a flor de tierra, sin cimientos. Chocó el río contra ella e inmediatamente la derribó y quedó completamente destruida”. (Lucas 6,49). Pero con la gracia de Dios, somos como el buen árbol que da buenos frutos, y la casa sobre cimientos firmes. Recordando este don completamente inmerecido, tenemos razón para hacernos eco de la alabanza de San Pablo y la alabanza del salmista: “Bendito sea el Señor ahora y para siempre. . . . ¿Quién iguala al Dios nuestro, que tiene en las alturas su morada, y sin embargo de esto, bajar se digna su mirada para ver tierra y cielo? El levanta del polvo al desvalido y saca al indigente del estiércol,” (Sal. 113, 2, 5–7).

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David Dashiell is a freelance author and editor in Nashville, Tennessee. He has a master’s degree in theology from Franciscan University, and is the editor of the anthology Ever Ancient, Ever New: Why Younger Generations Are Embracing Traditional Catholicism.

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